Posted this on the wrong blog. 😐
Why is it so hard to ask for help? Why is it hard to ask for someone to come hold you while you’re feeling at your worst? Me? It makes me feel weak, stupid, childish. What if they reject me? What if they think I’m too needy and leave? What if I need them every time after that? I’m worthless. Why should anyone waste their time comforting me when it’s my own problems. It’s selfish. It’s pathetic to need someone else to make you feel better. I guess I’ll always want help at some point but I won’t ask for it. Feeling as shitty as I do, asking for help would only make me feel worse. Maybe instead of asking for help I should help myself and end ever needing help again. Fuck this disease.